Ptsd
My thoughts are with you Jim. It's good to see you confront these issues as so many do not and supressing is such a bad thing. My stress' do not compare but I do feel alot of your pain. I have been to the edge earlier this year and opted for professional help instead of the alternative. It helped alot and now excercise has become my therapy. Hang in there bro, things do get better.
-John