I feel your pain Spyder-Brother

I've had to put pets down before and it is very, very agonizing to say the least. I've been to so many funerals of friends, family and other people I've known throughout the years. I've been a pallbearer so many times I've lost count.
But losing a great pet is more agonizing to me than most of the people I've lost in my life. A good dog, a good cat loves you unconditionally. Not many people love you unconditionally and that's the truth.
Not knowing you personally I still sense you're a very good hearted person. And for that reason you immediately need to give another great dog the priviledge of being your companion. Don't even wait at all. The sooner the better because there really is no better way to get over this painful loss you've just had. Try a German Shepherd

>> The best dog I ever had was a German Shepherd and he was a dog I won't forget in 1000 years. Now go get a new one IMMEDIATELY!!!