Looks like you've been bitten by the bug (Spyder that is<img src="smile.gif" width=15 height=15 align=middle>). I'm sorry to say that it causes an itch that can only be satisfied by regular infusions of new Spydies. There are lots of good online dealers, as Dennis said, but you can also pick up some good bargains in the For Sale Forums of places like Bladeforums.com. BTW I'm not saying that just because I happen to have a few knives for sale at the moment <img src="wink.gif" width=15 height=15 align=middle>.
Don't worry that the world might end tomorrow, in Australia it's tomorrow already.